"Whats a happening"

Here is whats a happening with me since last post

Cranky, crabby, irritable, pretty much boils it down in my mental state, and as for the physical side of my body having problems with sleeping...strange oddball crazy dreams when I am able to sleep which is very little, constantly in pain and hurts even more when I am laying down...nearly impossible trying to pull up my panties, slacks, or even putting on a sock on my left foot.  Unable to sit comfortably in one spot.   Why you are wondering?

'I most certainly would love to know what I gone and done to my left leg right smack behind my knee where it has been hurting a great deal. It is already bad enough that I have been fighting depression and now I have to deal with this new problem here?  

I not been to the doctors let alone even to urgent care or even a hospital due to the fact we have a very bad outbreak of the flu here...which seems to be all over USA and it seems I tend to know someone either family or friends has it or is going through the ordeal...so I been trying to avoid at going to any medical place where the sick people been going too.   Each time I go out somewhere public I am constantly using a hand gel after I touch something. Trying my best not to catch the bug and I am not able to get the vaccination for the flu either due to my allergies against the vaccinations.

So in the mean time I been suffering and I am about at my wits ends with the pain here.